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For so long I existed
in a cold and empty life
I sat in the shadows
praying for my pain to end
Is this all there is
a wounded heart, bleeding and suffering
I think I miss you
but, I'm afraid.
Scared to feel or care.
Terrified of the pain that
comes with emotions.
I see your face
in my thoughts.
My hands shake.
I feel my stomach
turn inside out.
My knees are so weak
My heart is pounding.
So many questions
I'm afraid to ask,
Scared you don't care.
I've been dead inside
for so many years
My heart was shattered
twisted and torn
You walked intomy life
and changed it all
I feel alive again
ready to live and love
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Emotions raging
Spinning out of control
Empty madness
Breaking me into pieces
Endless suffering
Never to be free
Real love
Out of my reach
My mind is racing
time is a blur
The minutes run
turning into hours
I feel so empty
afraid of my feelings
My heart wants love
my mind fears it
I want this emotion
but I'm so scared
Afraid of the pain
that comes with love
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No one can save me now
Escape is my only salvation
I have to break free
Before I lose my soul
My hearts been ripped out
And my mind has been twisted
I must learn to save myself
Watching from across the room
I see what's left of me
Spinning out of control, dying
How do I stop this madness
The seconds tick by
being away from you
is almost unbearable
The fading heat of your touch
makes me tremble and shake
My mind is a mess
A jumble of emotions
My heart pounds in my chest
making the minutes into hours
I want to tell you
just how I feel
How you make me feel
I swear I see it
in the way you look at me
Am I decieving myself?
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